Okay yeah I could use someone to talk to actually.
Are you sure?
Yeah. I love Dylan so much. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just can’t stop crying and it’s so annoying because I don’t want to be weak, I wish I was strong but I’m just falling apart and I really wish I could just stop.
I am calm. I’m just great. Everything is great. Really. Nothing is wrong.
I don’t really want to bother Dylan with my problems right now. I don’t want to bother anyone, I’m just gonna keep it to myself so everyone can focus on their own lives because no one really need to listen to me. It will be fine.
I don’t really feel like talking about it like this to be honest. Let’s just say stuff sucks and it hurts. And I am crying now but I wish I didn’t.
People just really love to find stuff to pick on and ruin and then everything just happens as once and I’m so tired and close to crying I just want to go away.
This seriously is the worst fucking day.
lol why? do you think he feels the need to see my face?