Taking a break. Be back sometime.
Oh wow. Uhm well we had hooked up a few times like a friends with benefits kinda deal and I didn’t want to fall for him and I tried really hard not to but I think I realised I had fallen for him one night when I realised that he could keep me from relapsing just by talking to me and saying he will hold me and keep me safe and be my strength, like he was just so amazing and I felt so happy. So happy. But I tried to hide it because ew, feelings, you know but then I couldn’t hide it anymore.
Because maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me
And after all, you’re my wonderwall